Poetry
Heart Cold as Ice
Looking in the mirror with a sense of shame
only seeing hatred, torture, and pain -
White speckles floated through the air, blanketing the town filled with despair -
Hiding in the trees, finding comfort in the breeze, a terrible wish in which she foresees
A shadow lurking behind an unfamiliar shape
Showing the girl she has tried to escape-
Emotions discarded and talents concealed, her name a bleak remnant of her past ordeals-
Covering her tracks left in the snow, making her path one unknown -
The other girls used to shy away, unaccepting of her exuberant style and confident sway -
When they saw her new self, bland and conformed, her waltz into their circle was no longer ignored-
Their hearts were cold as ice, as sharp as a blade
The naive girl should have stayed away-
Her dream had come true, but she felt the same, and she was the only one to blame -
Aspirations killed and hopes gone, all for nothing but a meaningless bond -
Being different is not a plague, and the girl now saw that clear-
Her mind had been infected by a terrible fear-
As the ice began to melt and flowers bloomed-
Her world became brighter, she did not feel wholly doomed-
When she went left, others turned right-
Yet that was my power, my difference, and my might.
Timeless Memories
Time is out of reach, not in my control.
I want to grab it and tell it to stop,
stop Moving
stop Fighting
stop Running.
Without my palm holding it still, it slips away bit by bit
I want to scream and the world to stop
Each day a bleak remnant I am no longer hope.’
No longer a child longing to be old
Instead, I spend my days wanting to stay free
They say not to dwell on the past, but every moment slips away and all I have left is what I remember
Time holds my life in its merciless laugh
Waiting until I realize you can never go back.
Childhood
Chill summer air and a sweet scent surround the room
Hours of laughs
Inpatients, daisies, peonies
Limitless hope
Day after day I am still a kid
Halycon memories I shall never forget
Only time will tell where I go
One more wish on a shooting star
Dare I say I am forever a kid. Forever that girl within my heart.