Poetry

Heart Cold as Ice

Looking in the mirror with a sense of shame 

only seeing hatred, torture, and pain - 

White speckles floated through the air, blanketing the town filled with despair -

Hiding in the trees, finding comfort in the breeze, a terrible wish in which she foresees 

A shadow lurking behind an unfamiliar shape

Showing the girl she has tried to escape-

Emotions discarded and talents concealed, her name a bleak remnant of her past ordeals-

Covering her tracks left in the snow, making her path one unknown -

The other girls used to shy away, unaccepting of her exuberant style and confident sway -

When they saw her new self, bland and conformed, her waltz into their circle was no longer ignored- 

Their hearts were cold as ice, as sharp as a blade

The naive girl should have stayed away-

Her dream had come true, but she felt the same, and she was the only one to blame -

Aspirations killed and hopes gone, all for nothing but a meaningless bond - 

Being different is not a plague, and the girl now saw that clear-

Her mind had been infected by a terrible fear-

As the ice began to melt and flowers bloomed-

Her world became brighter, she did not feel wholly doomed-

When she went left, others turned right-

Yet that was my power, my difference, and my might.

Timeless Memories

Time is out of reach, not in my control.

I want to grab it and tell it to stop,

stop Moving

stop Fighting

stop Running.

Without my palm holding it still, it slips away bit by bit

I want to scream and the world to stop

Each day a bleak remnant I am no longer hope.’

No longer a child longing to be old

Instead, I spend my days wanting to stay free

They say not to dwell on the past, but every moment slips away and all I have left is what I remember

Time holds my life in its merciless laugh

Waiting until I realize you can never go back.

Childhood

Chill summer air and a sweet scent surround the room

Hours of laughs 

Inpatients, daisies, peonies 

Limitless hope

Day after day I am still a kid

Halycon memories I shall never forget

Only time will tell where I go

One more wish on a shooting star

Dare I say I am forever a kid. Forever that girl within my heart.